Adustment, frustration and self-compassion

Having finished my recent work assignment and returned from my vacation to Sault Ste. Marie, I have more time on my hands now. So you might think that with all this extra time I would just go full steam on all the things I couldn't do before for which I was blaming a lack of time.

Logically that makes sense, but my motivation isn't tied into logic these days. I have simply slowed down the pace of my life. I feel too lazy and lethargic to do anything, yet too restless to do nothing. It is a frustrating state of being. I suppose my fear is that this state will continue forever and I will end up wasting my time away, wasting my life away.

Yet, perhaps I need to call upon my self-compassion, and accept that it is okay for me to be in this state in the present moment.